All About Me

I am back… Wow… really enjoy myself… although we spent quite a lot for this trip… and also I became darker due to the hot sun in Beijing… anyhow… I am still recovering from my excitement… Today is my second day back to work… still not in the working mode yet…

Beijing is big… lots of ppl… lots of vehicles… lots of skyscrappers… historical sceneries are great… during the olden days… those emperors and empresses really knew how to enjoy themselves and let other ppl suffered… the Forbidden City is so so so big… dunno how they "walk" around… can got lost easily…

But one thing I could not stand is the shopping… they will put sky-high price for all their goods… and expect us to bargain and bargain… really can’t stand this… can get high blood pressure and heart attack after going shopping… once in a while bargain is fine… I can’t imagine evrytime going shopping need to bargain… OMG…

Also the toilet… hmm… it’s better than most of the countryside which I heard from others… the one is Beijing have doors but somehow… some don’t have locks… so if you are not careful… the door will just open up when you are in the middle of your "process"… luckily our tour members are rwally nice ppl… we help each other in the toilet…

Ok… just until here for this time… will write more later…

Countdown… 10 more days… Beijing… here I come… Really looking forward to this trip… Maybe because it’s my honeymoon… Well although my dream honeymoon destination would be Europe or Japan… but well these two places are really too expensive and out of our budget… But anyway I am still very very happy…

Have lots of things to prepare before starting our trip… have to exchange currency… Luckily now RMB has dropped a bit… maybe this weekend will do the exchange… How much to exchange??? hmm… dunno yet…

Also need to surf the net for some information on the weather to prepare what types of clothings to pack… very important… and many many more…

Will take many many photos and will share some "selected" photos with you all… Ha…

Ya… Took my wedding photos last Saturday… Really wish to see my photos soon… Dunno how I looked… Ha ha… Should be pretty??.. I guess… Really can’t wait to see my album being ready… But before that need to choose photos first… Hmm… I can foresee that this would not be an easy task for me… But anyway… I think I can make it without paying extra…

Happy Happy…!!!…

Well… Been registered for roughly one month now… People ask "what’s the difference of being single and getting married?" hmmm… it’s a bit hard to say in words… what’s the difference…???…

First, I am not alone anymore… ha ha that’s obvious…

Now I have a home which belong to me and him… well although it is still messy all around… it will take us some time to really tidy all things up… but eventually we will finish tidying… just need more time…

Then… I need to include him in my planning… of coz.. can’t just do things my way… Hope he will be doing this too… Guess he did…

Anymore difference ah??.. I dunno… maybe have more…

PI… Not a good time… PI = OT ==> B/F = COGI…. yep.. inventory count is not a good experience… this week… I foresee that there is going to be work work n more work… n OT OT n OT… T_T…

But what to do… Work is still work… need to finish also… OK.. Gambatte ne… But that’s it for today… Tomorrow will start again…

Really look forward to my "honeymoon"… Countdown… Still have roughly 6 weeks to go… yep yep… Beijing… Here I come… Really excited when I come to think that I will be going to Beijing soon…

Hmm… well… gtg now… already 9pm…

Wow… April is coming already… Mentally it seems like I have been through a lot… Just like having a roller coaster ride… sudden up and sudden down… However, it’s not exciting at all… When it comes to down… it’s really an unpleasant experience… Everything seems not right at all… But when it comes to up… well… really hope it would last longer… Now I guess it’s in the up time… ha ha…

I really appreciate those who help and stand by me during my down time… And for those who are currently experience your down time… Give yourself a break… Stop and look left and right… You might find someone beside you…

Hmm.. My ROM day is just around the corner… It’s this Sunday… Wow… Never imagine this day to come so fast… Hmm… Dunno what to say… Kinda feel like suddenly my life will change and have to change from saying my bf  to my "hubby"… hmm… But still feel a little bit strange of this change…

Is this what everyone go through when they got married…???…

Well nevermind.. whatever.. As long as I am happy and he is happy.. Then it should be alright..

Hmm really looking forward to take my photo… Haven’t choose my wedding gown yet… wanna be pretty.. pretty… yup.. Happy coz my old friends call me up and congratulate me… Coz most of you never expect me getting married so soon… Actually myself also never expect I would get married at this age… I thought it would be 2 - 3 years later…

Ha ha.. Hope to see u all in my dinner in August…

Dong… Dong… Chiang…

Happy happy "piggy" year…

"Piggy, piggy" come… "Doggie, Doggie" go…

Wish every one of us will be as happy, prosperous and enjoy as "Piggy"… Ha Ha Ha…

Also wish everyone get big big "ang pau"…

Yep yep… this is my last year to get "ang pau" loh… Next CNY will have to give "ang pau" already… Why? Ha… Me getting married this year… that’s why… Actually never thought of will get married so soon… But anyway… I am happy…

Last but not least… HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR… May all your sweet sweet dreams will come true this year…

Have all the "wealth" and "health" flow to us…

Yep.. Yep… Back home at last for CNY… Feeling is a bit messy… Coz my work is still bugging me… And I guess it will go on and on and on for the rest of this CNY… Really wanna leave my work behind but couldn’t…

Really sad and felt disappointed with myself… Never feel so useless in my life… never until now… No matter how hard I try… Still I have this feeling that I am not good enough and bring lots of problems to my colleagues… Guess I am just not being at the right place… doing the right work… at the right time…

Sometimes I feel that I am getting more and more depressed and feel like taking my life away… But hey don’t worry… I might say I wanna kill myself… But I am still conscious and aware of what I am doing… Will not really commit suicide… Ha ha… See… I think I really have two or more me inside me… sort of like an angel and a devil inside me…

Wait a minute… CNY is just less than 24 hours away… what I am saying here… hmm… I should be happy and enjoy myself… right… right…

OK… Really hope to see my old friends… Yep.. going to call u all later…

Gong Xi Fa Cai…. Let all of us can leave all those unlucky, unhappy memories and experiences… and welcome every good things flow into our life… Yep Yep Yep…

Oh… I m so happy that after reading my last post one of you call me and another drop me a message to ask how am I doing… I am so touched by you two… Yep Don’t worry… I will be fine… Just write all my anger… frustration… stress… everything out here… ha… never really expect ppl to read and feedback to me… but still this encourage to write more… oh… Yep… yep… I would also love to read your blog… Please do write something sometime… so I know how are you…

Ha ha… Yep,… Am still in office now… OT again… hahahaha… see something wrong again with me… But don’t worry… it’s just me releasing my stress… I might say or act strangely but I am ok… No problem…

Gambatte ne!!!!!!!