Life should be happy..
No matter what we happy or sad, satisfied or disappointed, life still goes on… Therefore it’s up to us to choose whether we wanna live happily or not… Yah right, saying this is super easy… like what I am going through now… In fact right now, at this very moment, I feel extremely down, sad and upset… yah every words that can describe sad is what I feel now… But what can I do… life still goes on… still have tonnes of work waiting for me to do… that’s what I hate most… no satisfaction in my work… all I felt is burden… stress… I even felt humiliated, useless…
This is not right…!!! Not right at all… Now what’s wrong with me??? Is it my problem or what??? I wanna get things done… I wanna get things done correctly… But everythings just seems not right?..!?… I felt like I am not doing anything that’s useful… I felt like I am not doing things right??? But is it real or it’s just my feelings?
Is this job worth me staying any longer??? It’s affecting my life… yes my personal life… If I still have one…. I had nightmares yah and it’s about my job… Can’t have good night sleep… Even weekends receive calls from office… if I don’t go OT…
This SUCKS…..!!$^&()&%><?!#$^&
