Back Home At Last…
Yep.. Yep… Back home at last for CNY… Feeling is a bit messy… Coz my work is still bugging me… And I guess it will go on and on and on for the rest of this CNY… Really wanna leave my work behind but couldn’t…
Really sad and felt disappointed with myself… Never feel so useless in my life… never until now… No matter how hard I try… Still I have this feeling that I am not good enough and bring lots of problems to my colleagues… Guess I am just not being at the right place… doing the right work… at the right time…
Sometimes I feel that I am getting more and more depressed and feel like taking my life away… But hey don’t worry… I might say I wanna kill myself… But I am still conscious and aware of what I am doing… Will not really commit suicide… Ha ha… See… I think I really have two or more me inside me… sort of like an angel and a devil inside me…
Wait a minute… CNY is just less than 24 hours away… what I am saying here… hmm… I should be happy and enjoy myself… right… right…
OK… Really hope to see my old friends… Yep.. going to call u all later…
Gong Xi Fa Cai…. Let all of us can leave all those unlucky, unhappy memories and experiences… and welcome every good things flow into our life… Yep Yep Yep…
