Suffocated!!!
Help!!! Felt so helpless… 
useless… T_T
Never felt so dumb before… Felt like I am everyone’s burden… Why!!! Oh!!!… I must be tough… I can do it… Yep…. Yep… Yep… If anyone else can do it, why can’t I..???… Yep… must have faith in myself… Can’t let anyone down… Seems like I can’t… Since young… everyone around me think I am good… I can success in everything I do… Their expectation so high.. Can’t just let them down… No… No… No….
But I am just normal like everyone… What so special about me??? Maybe last time in school yea… But hey… it’s real world… Wake up… Can’t have everything to go on like in our dreams… it’s just damn too real… huh… I am not that great either… no… never did…
But still am too proud to say I can’t do it… I will prove it that I can… Yes… I must… Huh!!! Sometimes feels like have two me in me…. well… dunno whether it’s a good thing or not… anyway… have to ciao now…
wanna leave office now… what the !*^$&!#$%^,… am I doing in office at this hour… forget it… leave it for tomorrow…
